haiss. . .veri sad now. i get veri veri poor results. sure get scolded again. today parents meeting session, i already cant take it le. i wonder if my sisters noe le, dey confirm make it worse. hmm just now my parents keep saying alot of things. sae wad i too small. reaching 16 yrs old still small meh.hais. den dey like don trust me . sians. i noe i disappoint them. i CA i playing a fool. but mid year i tried to study but still fail. everytime i got study, my dad also not around. den he will sae he neva see me studying at all for the whole year.i noe im stupid. but i wanna prove that im not stupid. everytime i get bad results my sis will add salt to the "wound". if i improve they also wun motivate me at all. will just sae , u like tis call good arh? hahas den when i reach home bout 6+ , my parents thot i hanging outside. but hab choice program mah. i got gf or wad i tell them honestly, but they will always sae the same "traditional" things. if like that i rather don sae out anything.hahas forget it. later sure mati de. only she understand me. no1 else do